Tinkered with a double exposure app and this is what I got. Shot by @jlgaddii . ❤️✖️🌸#gpoy #self #doubleexposure #dianaphoto #girl

Tinkered with a double exposure app and this is what I got. Shot by @jlgaddii . ❤️✖️🌸#gpoy #self #doubleexposure #dianaphoto #girl

Of Her Ideal and Waiting. >>

hertwistedtriangle:

She wants that.

“Wants what?”

She wants the person who could understand here spurious impulses, her whims, her weirdness. She wanted to share her wide and sometimes contradictory view of the world with that person, who would also give in to her to her bouts of vanity and insanity. She knew that…

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath  (via theimperfectideal)

(Source: citythatistocome)

Flower child. 👊🌸Photo by the ever-awesome @jlgaddii . ❤️ #vsocam  #flowercrown #self #flashbackfriday

Flower child. 👊🌸Photo by the ever-awesome @jlgaddii . ❤️ #vsocam #flowercrown #self #flashbackfriday

“It’s enough for me to be sure that you and I exist at this moment.”

— Gabriel García Márquez, One Hundred Years of Solitude (via merulae)
Growth. #vscocam #vsco #blackandwhite #shadow

Growth. #vscocam #vsco #blackandwhite #shadow

“If I knew that this would be the last time you pass through this door, I’d embrace you, kiss you, and call you back for one more. If I knew that this would be the last time I would hear your voice, I’d take hold of each word to be able to hear it over and over again. If I knew this is the last time I see you, I’d tell you I love you, and would not just assume foolishly you know it already.”

— Gabriel Garcìa Márquez
Ricochet. 🔫 #poetry #langleav #justfriends #vsco #vscocam #feels

Ricochet. 🔫 #poetry #langleav #justfriends #vsco #vscocam #feels

Bakit kailangan mag-penitensiya kada Holy Week lang? Some people live through Hell on a daily basis and well, just live. You don’t need to rub your “suffering” in other people’s faces, tho.

Bliss. 📓 #vsco #vscocam #vscoph #books #bookporn #happykid

Bliss. 📓 #vsco #vscocam #vscoph #books #bookporn #happykid

Graduation. Photo by a friend of mine.

Graduation. Photo by a friend of mine.

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The first time I tasted smoke
I hated it.
Probably because it reminded me
that sometimes, what you thought was good wasn’t
even though you already fooled yourself into thinking that it was.
Or maybe because it reminded me of the time that I kissed you.
I did everything to make it go away
-your taste.
But in a twisted dependence
I craved for it
even though I knew it was bad for me.
The first time I tasted smoke
-I remembered you.

Doing some back-reading on my Facebook Timeline:

At first, I was like: 

Then: 

As I got further back: 

And I saw my jeje posts: 

Then the posts that were spelled wrong: 

After deleting them: 

My Nth Happy Place

imageThe National Museum. I’m a noisy person, but sometimes, silence suits me. Wait, does that even make sense? I had a great time not saying a single word that afternoon. I just walked, and got lost in everything. It was beautiful, it was great. 

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If ever I’m nearing a mental and emotional breakdown, drag me to the National Museum and I’ll instantly be a happy camper. Seriously. I was at peace when I was there…like there was no outside world. Just me and footseps and art. And silence. And colors.  

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The next time I’m in Manila, I am definitely going back here. 

Weight.

I think I am losing my mind. Seriously.

After the high of graduating, the swirl of thanksgiving dinners, the insane number of photos that were taken and the contemplation that at last, I am indeed a graduate of a decent university, I am at last, over college.

No what the fuck comes next?

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